I hate my birthday

Yes, I truly hate it.

Each year that it comes, it reminds me of the things I failed to accomplish in that year. I remember the hardships, the friends who have passed away who won't be here with me any longer and makes me think of what pain the future holds.

Birthdays should be full of fun and happiness but I learned as a child that that isn't necessarily true. Disappointment and unhappiness is what usually happens to me. I'm just waiting for the bad thing to happen. It always does.

Mel

Goodbye Kait.

On Monday, I found out that a friend of mine, who I had met when I worked at Microsoft, died last week. :( Later today, I'm hopefully going to meet up with friends and have a drink or something...

Kait, we miss you. :(

A very sad Melody